* ::: --- AM I DRUNK ? NO !!!! --- ::: *

I don't know what can i do now ? Very confuse, me and ah yan, just can be memory only.
I keep thinking how sweet last time we are.
When he drunk v friends, he will phone me, and he so blur keep saying that he love me so much.
And say wan married me, wan me stay v him. And alot alot he love me.
I feel so warm that time, i really full love him .

And when he free he will phone me ask me doing what,
He will worry me, care me and sayang me.
Always when i feel sad or start say wan broke v him, no matter that time is 3.00am ,
He also will wake up and phone me, ask me why why why,
And keep asking me what he done wrong ? Then when i say out just know is my mistake.
And turn me sayang him back. Think back last time i really don't wish to off phone.
Always talk untill no credit just off phone. I really love him so deep last time.

Always have phone sweet talk, always keep listen he singing , then say how much he love me.
When i say wan broke v him he cry, when i listen he voice my heart broke, and together back v him XD
Hahahah XD am i bad ? Hehe, but....really love him so deep.
And when he so serious answer my question and talk v me i also feel he dont love me anymore.
Feel him dont care me anymore , after that he scold me, scold me so strong, i shock.
But i smile and happy ^^ When he so angry scold me i tell him i so happy XD
Cause i feel him really care me and worry me XD Heheh XD think back last time i really very "Fan Zin"

Guys, did you know why i wan say this all ? Hahah, cause i drunk now too XD
I drink bear XD Tiger bear XD That taste not good !!! Bad....!!!! Somemore not so drunk also !!
I wan drunk !!! So drunk that one !!! I don't wan think too much thing !!!
I no drunk now !!! I very clear now !!! I keep thinking back last time how sweet me and Ah Yan...
I keep writing and say how much and how bad he hurt me ....
But i never say how much he care and love me also...Am i wrong again ?

Still remember last time he are the first person who believe me, (cause no one believe me be4)
He give me he msn and fs pass words, somemore he tell me everday what he doing,
Everysecond phone me make me happy ^^
He let me chatt v his msn the girl, he wan me believe him so he never lie me,
Because of this all, that why why i will so believe him, But i feel he changes, he lie me now...
Am my feeling wrong again ? Don't know, but i chooes too believe him.
I really love last time the shin, not now the elson...Shin so sayang me k, Elson not sayang me k.
Always scold me k Y_Y hate elson....sayang and care Shin only....
Shin Shin Shin , muacks muacks muacks, love you love you love you so much ^^
Shin are the best, he is guai guai zai ^^ He is good ppl, he is nice guys. Sayang him more more ^^
Muacks Muacks Muacks~~~

No need think too much also...last time he will find me and explain why why why.
And now ? Never , he just say "if you believe me then no matter i have answer anot u also will believe."
He treat me so cool, he treat me so bad now !! He heart never for me anymore !!!
I keep thinking last time how sweet how sweet for what !!!! All is past !! Is over !!! Never return !!!
He not my Shin anymore !!! He are Elson now !!!! That who kick my Shin away !!!! I Hate Elson !!!
I Love Shin so much !!! I wan him back !!! But if he really back, would us will be back like last time ??!?!
Never !! The answer is never !!! He changes !!! He wont explain what i thinking !! He wont care me anymore !!
He treat me so cool !! I love him but i hate him more !!!

Shin Shin Shin , I want you back !! Did you love me ? Would you care me like last time !!!
No ? HAhahaha , i know the answer !!! I early know the answer !!! Am so stupid !!! REALLY STUPID!!!

New lover....We forever just can be best friends....HAHAHAHAHA.....YAYAYA XD
FOREVER BEST FRIEND LEH !!!! HAHAHAHHAHA XD New Lover treat me so cold also leh XD
Hhahahahaha XD So Cold So Cold !!!! I Love the guys never love me anymore, never care me anymore !!!
HHAhahahahah , start new life, Keep PLaying Over and over !!! Start My Life !!! BE PLAY GIRL !!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH !!!!!!!! I WAN DRUNK EVERYDAY !!!!!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~~~~~~~~~
LALALLALALALA , BLA BLA BLABLA BLA...........HEHEHEHEHE ............HOHOHOHO...........HAHAHHAHAH
CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY , SUPER CRAZY DANCER AND CRAZY TIME !!!!! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!

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HAHAHAHAH , OVER OVER OVER !!! WE ARE OVER !!! ONE NIGHT !!! LET ME FORGOT YOU !!!
HEHEHEHEH~~~~ !!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEXT YEAR I CAN GO DISCO ALREADY !!!!
WHO WAN COME V ME !!!! HAHAHAH !!! LEAVE ME YOUR NAME !! ANYWAY, I WILL ASK IN FS WHEN I HAVE GO !!!! YEAH !!! YEAH !!!!! CLUBBING !!! PUP !!! DISCO !!! BOOM BOOM BOOM , BIBIBIBI, BABABABBA!!
WAHAHAHAHHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!