~ ::: Wtf Last Time I Write This All ?! ::: ~

LOL ! I FOUND IT LAST TIME WHAT STUPID THING I SEND TO YAN!
REALLY VERY STUPID, NOW WHEN I READ BACK REALLY VERY FUNNY AND LAUGHT MYSELF.
IF HE READ IT , HE SURE LAUGH ME AS A STUPID AND CRAZY GIRL !!! HAIZ...
REALLY VERY HOU HUI I'M LET HE LAUGH Y_Y START NOW BE BRAVE ,
NO MORE LET GUY LOOK DOWN ^^

"yan, u no check here right ? well...untill now...we really nth can say anymore, for me,
u 4ever cant be my bf...u say last time i because of myself i broke v u,
but now u because of myself u broke v me, if u say i'm the one "shou xing yong" the girl,
we early already wont be together... because of u i changes alot but u dun care , u dun mind...
u hurt me so bad u make me feel so scared u, but i sure u will changes, but....i keep my dream 5 week,
keep lying myself 5 week....so what i get ? i get friend and family scold.. for u, sure say...
"na ge shi ni zi ji na lai de" u know last time when i hear u say it how hurt i have ?

not one time, so many time.... i dun understand u, but u let me fall in love v u...how come ?
how come i will love the person like u ? i dun know also...yan...i very love u, i very miss u....
but i more hate u...u say...u never be my bf anymore, how hurt i have ?
u say u love me but u have other gf u tell me u like her only...what the different ?
still have feeling right ?a person can have feeling v so many girl i really hard to think about it...
who am i for u ? last time...now i know...we not couple, not ai mei, not friend anymore...i really....
so scared u now...i was just a normal girl, for my friend and family, my life was like u, but for u...
my life was like ur thinking it...i be what also let ppl trow...who am i ?rubbish ?u dun reply me,
cause i know u will angry and say i think too much...this was me, like to think so much..
that's why i wish have one ppl who can just love me...care me, teach me, hug me, hold me...
i thought u the only one...maybe u say i hurt u first but...at the end...i have ask u back...but u dun wan..
i keep do alot thing u dun wna..i dun know what can i say...i dun wan cry anymore,
i dun wan hurt anymore...but i keep loving u so much...why ?

yan...i really wish u back but i know u wont...u scared me, i scared u also...i tell myself,
no matter who are u, how u are, i wont mind..if u say that saturday i see u and say alot thing hurt u...
if that words i tell was true, at the end, i wont care u and hug u..if i really say untill u so bad...
i wont hug u...u know...that time u make me feel wanna kiss u but u have gf so i control it... u wan my kiss...
but u dun wan be my bf , how come ? why i support to give u ?
maybe around the girl for u was open mind girl...but i'm not...sorry yan...i know what u think i hurt u...
why u scared me..why u angry me..i really dun know what can i say cause when i care and love ppl i will do it...if u keep thinking u like space just go..u can no need talk anymore..i like space also,
but i wish the one who care me and love me will stay v me... i wan he know all my thing,
also wish i can know all his thing..u cant give me i wan , i cant give u what u wan...so...as u say so....
we not match, if u already understand it, pls...dun tou tou la la, u say me tou tou la la cant give u up..
but u know what u told me ?i love the person told me he still love me what can i do ?

u say i for u more then like but not love...so means ??i hate this kind of thing u know ?like then like. love then love...dun say i force u, cause not everything have middle...yes then yes, no then no...dun have dun know...i think u still dun understand it...nvm...i will find one guy more care me and love me more then u...and i will forgot u cause u hurt me so bad i will hate u 4ever...and i wont forgive u...4ever...yan....bao zhong....i......... ..........u"

MUahahaha XD Finally i remember why last time i will so hate him XD i remember all the thing la ^^
Say Goodbye to my ex bf 4ever ^^ BB Lo ^^