* ::: -- What Going On (Scary Dream) -- ::: *

This few days i never dream "Yan" anymore, but if can...i wish i can keep non stop dreaming about him.
Cause i don't wan dream a ghost dream, this few day when i stop dreaming of "Yan",
then i start dreaming of ghost.

Alot ghost, the dream so true, and all happen in my room, i'm so scared, the feeling so true.
What going on ? What happen ? I don't know, cause last time i scold them ? i scold the ghost ?
Or i scold the god ? i don't know at all , what going on here ?

I keep non stop crying, i'm so scared, what can i do ? i find alot ppl but no one answer me...
Why ?!!!!

I don't wan sleep anymore, i really scared, i really don't know why will like this.
if can...i wish i dream "Yan" more better. The last dream i dream him is i smile v him, and walk away...
This is the last dream, i thought we are end here, but why ?
When the sad or memory dream are end then the scary dream are come ?

Because he no more in my heart ? Because he no more protect me ? If he here , am i will stop dreaming that ?
I really wish when i wake up i can phone him, but i no...i keep crying and thinking why why why..

After that i phone my first sis, she say i think too much,
and she say i because always lock my self in room so much,
when she free, she will bring me go see doctor...WHY? am i crazy ? i have something wrong ?
that doctor also cant help me, is ghost , cause in dream it say all is my fault !!

Who can help me ? Yan ? Ah Boy ? Yee Tat ? Ervin ? Patrick ? Im Khai ? no more ?
What going on !!!! I really going crazy !!! everyday night also like this !!!!
What Wrong !!!!!

Yan, i cant find him, no matter how i cant find him.
Ah Boy, have work, he need rest , i cannot distrud him.
Yee Tat, he never reply my msg, and this few day he look sad also.
Ervin, no reply my msg also.
Patrick, was sleeping, he never know, even he phone me im sure he cant help me also.
Im Khai, same like yee tat never reply me.

Who i can find just my sis...but...
I wish i will be brave, i stop loving Yan, i stop crying, i try be happy..
but the scary dream are start again...How long ? i never dream it anymore...
what happen now ? who can help me, i scared to sleep again !!!

Yan !! Yan !! Help me !!! I'm So scared, i wish my tears is cry of you better i cry of "THAT"