* ::: Haiz... ::: *

School wan re-open already, i feel very scared, last year my classmate all fight v me only, now wan open school jor, feel so scared leh...Dont know what can i do...hope nth anymore lo. Haiz...

Dont talk about them, think about it also wan vomit, let say...."something"
Just now i saw one best friend(i like him be4) profile, i saw he have alot girl's friend already,
I feel so...."happy"....last time he not really famous about that, but...now he are...
I very happy about this...i wish he can have new love again, dont wan sad anymore,
I dont know what happen v him, but i really wish he happy, i like him, and i understand him,
Because understand that why i need to give him up, now be friend not good meh ?
Good, just less contact anymore, cause he have alot girl's friend meet mah ^^all going out together ...
All play together, all happy together, this is great right ?

Haiz....dont know la , i really wish can always chatt v him, always stay v him, but...
I cant, see he have alot girl's friend already...i...is time to leave him ? not means wan really leave him la,
It means dont wan always kacau him jor lo...Haha, as he say "ppl dont love u , y u still wan go find ppl?"
This right ^^ so....Give me time !!! i almost wan give him up jor ^^ yeah yeah ^^

And elson now, talk him i also wan angry !! Yesterday phone me say he wan die die jor, cause sick !
Then i worry so care him lo, ask him to see doctor he say dont wan, ask him go buy 100 plus drink he say no energy, then suddenly quite jor, i thought he sleep jor so off phone lo. Then i go back play computer , i think think think are him fall down ? i very worry so i phone him back, who know...

He sound let me hear are not sick, so happy leh somemore tell me he go out "lan gai", then i very angry and say nth jor, see he so happy jor then i off phone lo...who know at night he phone me he sound become so sick again ! i damn angry and scold him !!

"Ma Ci Bek, u dont wan suddenly like wan die make ppl worry ok ? When ppl worry then u look like nth ! Ma Chao Hai ah, i dont wan worry u anymore la! Diu !"

Then he keep laughing, zha dao man ! Then at the end also off phone jor, haiz...dont wan choi gao him la...
Then ? Go eat dinner lo, at night my sis friend come (boy), i very hou hui do one thing v him...
I....kiss him, cause he say i not dare to kiss him, but i dare what...when i kiss him already i just know i wrong...
I....haiz...WHEN I BECOME LIKE THIS K !!! But lucky i kiss he face only, somemore not so hard...
Haiz...i think i long time no kiss ppl jor, hahah XD nvm la, i will control next time, dont cin cai kiss ppl XD
Cause i dont wan my next bf will think me so bad XD muahahah XD

Aiya , k la, i stop crazy la, byebye XD