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I was using one week time no online and no sms no misscall him anymore. I thought i already hate him and put him down. So just now i online. He find me, ask me scold one girl, i dont know what wrong. Then he invite me chatt v that girl. I know he love her, so i no bother anymore. He keep scolding me bad words, at the end, he ask me leave that room also. Cause i keep asking that girl what he do make him angry and sad ? Then the girl tell me in friendster she write she will miss her ex bf, then he angry.

I know Shin was jealous about that. So i no say anything. I ask she tam him back but that girl say she no feeling v Shin. And say she still love her ex alot. Shin keep scolding me bad words without reason. My heart get hurt now, i dont know what can i do now. That girl dont love him cause she think Shin is play boy, so she dont wan accept him. And she tell Shin give her time put her ex bf down she just accept him, then Shin angry. I dont know why he wan me help him scold that girl. Who am i for him ? He dont wan let me know he love that girl, but at early i already know it.

I really dont wan bother and dont wan know his thing anymore, God, plsease protect him i wish he be happy, but i also wish he happy or love who dont let me know anymore. You can take all my happiness for him, but dont let me know it. God, what can i do now....

I dont wan online 1 week again, really....dont wan online 2 week. NONONO, i think 1 month better. God, bless me and him and my parents. I wish my happiness can give all of them, all their sadness will give me. I dont mind what you wan me to do anymore , just they happy i dont mind anymore. Let me can focus my SPM this year, others thing i really dont wan bother anymore. He love who not my biness anymore. My heart no more love anyone, no more hate anymore. I need a normal life, no love no hate. God Bless Me.