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What i can do now ? I have upload i help Elson edit the punk style photo. And my sis saw it, keep saying him bad bad bad, and ask me away from him, anything is over and nth happen anymore, why she still wan do that all ? She say that all make me remember last time thing, i dont wan hurt Elson, no matter how i still worry about him so much, i hope my sis will understand and dont keep hurt him anymore.

Well, finally i'm ah boy gf, but...for me i dont think so, we know we like each other, but i still feel something "qi guai" , y ? Ah Boy was nice and good, but start when i together v him i dont have any feelling like last time anymore, i like ah boy as a friend, haiz...but i dont wan hurt him Y_Y

Today i have a dream, i dream i was shopping v Elson, i saw him, and auto move my body to him and hug him. oh God !!! why i have this dream ? That hug feeling so true, i cant even forgot it, i wan hug him again and again and again, he body so warm, last time i hug him that feeling still in my heart now, how can i forgot. I so miss him, even i still have cry at night when i thinking about him. I'm feel so sorry v ah boy, but Elson wont forgive me also. I'm a loser, i cant even fight v Elson, everytime he say anything i also will lose...Elson Elson Elson, i know me and him cant back like last time so sweet taht time, cause we have alot problem, and alot ppl dont wish i together v him. Not even my family and friend, he friends all also. I feel so sad.

I was forcing myself to focus as my spm study now, cause i dont wan think too much. But....i still think about him so much. Today Elson will go out v net friend. He wan mee bonnie - girl. Today Elson go out v alot girl. I very worry about him, when i wake up i wan sms him, and phone him, but...i'm not dare, i pick up the phone and type what i wan to say, but i never send it, i keep that msg in my phone.

Last night in msn he suddenly say he dont wan talk v lynnette anymore, i shock, i use so much time just can accept he and lynnette only, now say dont wan talk v her anymore? And say she make him angry. I really very shock !!!

And that stupid net frienf sook ching, i very hate her, she really a 8 poh, i dont know why Elson still wan go out v her and contact v her also. You all know why i very hate her ? Cause last time i still love Shin, i just argue and broke v him, then that sook ching say she got meet Shin, and say shin take out his cloths and show her he fit fit body !! GOSSS !! That time i really believe her, i feel so sad and cry , cause i never think Shin was ppl like this.

After that Shin was invite me too go shopping one day, then i tell him this, he say this was nth happen, cause that time they have 3 ppl shopping, not 2. So i know is sook ching lie me, i know she love Shin, but also cant do this is it ???? Even this thing is last year past long time ago i still never forgive !!! What i do wrong v her make she say this all and hurt Shin !! And now i keep calling her 8 poh !!!!

Last night i finish edit pic for Elson, and i send to him, he put in msn , then sook ching ask him who edit it, he say is Bing edit, then that 8 poh say "Bing again?!!" then she offline !! Ya ah, is me !! so??!!! What wrong !!! I really wan send a msg to scold that ci bai lan jiao kiao !!! Face ugly never mind !! Your heart is good then i still will be friend v u, cause i'm not perfect also !! But her heart and mouth all also so busuk dan jahat !!! What for i still wan friend v her !!!

Today they still have meet !! I really very very angry it !!! That ji bai !!! I really very very du lan her !!!! 8 poh 8 poh 8 poh !!!

http://profiles.friendster.com/yuki01 This is that jibai lan jiao 8poh friendster website !!! Really so du lan her !!! Last time she keep chatting v me i thought she wan be friend so i reply her, who know she see Shin handsome then love him also, when she know we argue then she put more fire btw us !!! Si Bat Poh!!!! When i after school she still do this all i'm sure i NEVER FORGIVE HER !!!! I'm sure i will scold her or fight v her GAO GAO LIK !!!! JI BAI LAN JIAO SO HAI 8 POH SOOK CHING !!!!!!