2008年1月18日星期五

--- >>> Promise is a promise <<< ---

Last time when he changes name to Elson means he are sad and loving that girl. And now he changes back to Shin, cause he say he put her down already. This few day he treat me so good, never scold me cause he say he are Shin now, that funny Shin i love last time. I feel so happy about it. Really cant image he changes was in one day. I really very SUPPRISE about that. Beside, me and Ah Boy thing was settle already. We are friend now.

But i know even how Shin back anything also changes. He back, but he heart never back also. I miss Shin, i tell everyone i love Shin, and Shin very love me too. Shin was back, but he dont love me anymore. As he say, even he back anot anything also changes. He heart changes love changes anything also changes. So i still the same --- Alone.

But i happy he treat me so good now, can say he never care me bah. Cause he know alot net girl friend now. He very worry them, when they do abit thing he also will scold him or make fun v them. I thought i'm the only one girl who can make he angry and scold me. I tell myself, should i be happy now?Cause have other girls same like me also. But my heart tell me NO! I wan be the special in his heart. But as i know, is now who also can together v him and take my place. I have told him i still miss him and love him. But...he no comment about it.

Well, is normal i hear it. Anyway, i very gald to hear that he was happy. And i promise and swear be4, He happy, anything i also dont care. So i'm sure god hear it, and now he become so happy. Thanks god alot. Even he dont love me anymore, even he heart dont have me anymore, i promise, just he happy, others i dont care. Just he happy, i dont mind what he done to me last time anymore. Just he happy, just he be fine, just he can smile, what i also can do. Promise.

Ok la, stop here...Tomorrow have test undang, hope i can pass it. But i'm sure i will fail. Haiz...anyway, take second test lo ^^" Gambateh ^^

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